So I am back after the New Year... wishing... like everyone else... that this year might bring some change into my life. Get up in the morning, take care of essentials, have breakfast, drive to office, do the stuff that you do, drive back, cook, get really tired, watch TV and doze off to get up in the morning again... (The schedule might have minor changes for the 'nuptially' committed but the essence is pretty much the same). I am pretty sure there is a lot more to life than this...
And I am equally determined to find out what that is…
You see when I was a kid, I used to imagine that my life is a movie and that someone or the other is watching it at any given time. So I used to make it a point to be in the character as much as one can possibly be. There were times I actually used to say things out aloud that were going on in my mind, for the sake of my most sincere and inquisitive spectators, because God forbid, they should lose track of the drama…
That’s a useful experience though. If I become that spectator today and watch my life over again, there is a good chance I might be able to figure out where I left that behind and more importantly… what it was!!
a beautiful beginning..! and I am longing to know more of this although i have also been an integral part of that past...perhaps a peep might help me evaluate myself all over again through your eyes.
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